My family has some cops. My great uncle brags about robbing a house party cause he knew the kids wouldn’t be able to stand up to him and his buddies without parents while drunk.

My grandfather brags about drunk driving in his squad car and all the brown people he put under and how he would feed them to the crocs if he was able.

Both wife abusers.

To much sociopathy among people and not enough social shame.

CPS are basically useless or power tripping with no in-between. They got called on my incubator 3 times with the first being for beating my adopted brother so hard with. 2x4 it broke his skull around his eye socket.

We were told we had a great mother and shouldn’t be such a hassle for her to deal with after being in the house for 5 minutes. The incubator said that she would make sure we died before any of us were taken away from her.

Adults are mostly people pretending to be or see what they want to feel good about themselves, and thinking they are justified in doing whatever they want because they have simply existed longer. Few even consider sonder, less their own chance of being the monster.

People claim they have no interesting stories and then will tell me tales of happy childhoods where they had parents support and love them and they went on road trips and had the joy of just being a child and I can’t help but think of that fantasy world they got to live for all those years as something beautiful and beyond what human experience for most of our history was even capable of.

People toss off the casual miracles cause they lack shine but having a parent that didn’t rape and abuse is quite an interesting story to me.

I’m sorry, be strong and outlive the fuckers so that we can confirm that they die.

There is not a worst, people can be so many shades of despicable. But if you want a story.
When I was in high school a good friend of mine and my girlfriend’s pretended to be gay and in the closet so that he could get my GF to pretend to be his GF to “make sure his parents wouldn’t know”. We both wanted to help him out so it was fine.
In fact he just wanted to be in a relationship with her and figured it was the fastest and easiest way. Even her pretending was not good enough for him and just a starting point.

He would go on to start a rumor about me that was so vile it got me suspended from school and detained by the police, while I was away he raped the girl he pretended to love and when she freaked out pushed her in front of a car.

Like all the monsters in the world, they were just a person with sick twisted ideas of what they were owed and no, there isn’t and wasn’t karma or retribution against him. The world folds up and quietly moves on desperate to look away from the things that are to harsh to stare at for long by those pretending the world to be something better in blind hope that people are inherently good.